gotemari

I have come to realize that, every time I come on here, I always say "it's been forever since I've been on this site etc..etc.." So...I'm going to try and stay away from that statement....let's see how well that goes :/

I don't remember the date when I last posted anything, but since then, I've gotten myself in college! And I will add, that I'm going really well I'm even surprising myself by how well I'm doing. It was mandatory that I take an English, Reading, and a First Year Experience class, which by the way, I wasn't to thrilled about taking a Reading class Annd if you have been reading my journal posts, you will notice that my spelling and grammar have improved greatly! I give my thanks to my English professor, who has been teaching English and not some watered down Reading class where they make you read a book and clam it's English class material. Now you will probably think that I'm pretty stupid when I say that what I'm learning in English, they taught back in grade school and maybe even middle school, but this semester, I have been learning the parts of speech, sentence development, the different forms of pronouns and verbs, punctuation, and we are now going over commas. (I think I have been using the comma a little too much...sorry about that
But I have to say...that I really haven't been taught most of what I'm learning right now. Through my middle and high school career, it was the same lessons over and over again. I was stuck in a learning support class since 3rd grade and I was finally free from that when I left high school. I tried getting out of learning support many times but the teacher thought that I belonged there....yeah thanks....make me feel stupid and so little about myself for all those years.

On a side note...because of all the new information that I have been learning...it has been pointed out that I have become a grammar nazi from time to time. I never thought that I could be one of those people (not that I dreamed that I would become one but it just feels nice that I don't feel stupid anymore)

Oh, and on one of my recent trips back home to my mom's house, visiting my mom was the same-old same-old...but the most "exciting" part was on the drive back......I got pulled over for speeding First time EVER! I was scared shitless!!! The cop clocked me doing 80 on the turnpike (damn people and their "you can't pass me games" :< ) Well thankfully I didn't get a ticket, but I didn't get a warning either D; I had to pay $111.00 and I believe that my license is suspended for 10 days as well DX Well that just screwed me really epicly because I have yet to land me a job and with the economy the way it is, I don't think I'll ever get one 

So that's what's happening in my life at the moment
Sorry if my depressing-like life has wasted your time but loners don't always want to alone....they need someone to talk to too.

i no my last post said that i was going to hisa's house....that was forever ago tho ._. and i was there like a week ago too :3 it was realy fun!!! i wanna go to spa world again XD hopefully there wont b any creepers there D; that kinda ruined some of the moment

i realy dont understand how some of my friends can find these random ppl and they not b creepers but as for me all the creepers come runing at me.....argh...even when i get a boyfriend...which btw i do...kinda...sorta...hav one. i wanna say its a friends with benifits kinda thing, but how would that work if we both hav feeling for each other? i dont know....i try not to worry about it. oh and ever since i found my Mr. Navy-Man my mom has yet to say anything nice about him...i realy pissing me off....she keeps finding faults and then goes and tells all her friends and they in turn tell me to dump him. the one problem that they all hav is that he doesnt buy me anything. well y'no what....i wont let him!!! i realy dont lik it when ppl buy me things. now yes u might b wondering what kind of girl i am and that im probably crazy....but all i can say is that im weird and thats just the way i am. right now im kinda depressed cuz i havent seen him for lik 2 or 3 weeks.....i realy miss him D: i hav to get used to this feeling tho cuz he's leaving in March and i wont c him for lik 2 years!!! again ARGH!

okay new topic!! that other one is to depressing ._. i got a new game the last time i was in Virginia. its called Golden Sun Dark Dawn. and im soooooo baaad!! i keep looking up the walkthrough D; tho its not my fault this one is more confusing then the other two. and right now i hav no idea what to do. i keep finding these caves and i cant get in unless i hav this power and i dont no where to get it and my journal doesnt help much either.....argh im such a bad gamer...i shouldnt b calling myself a gamer cuz im so bad *heh heh ......*

oh oh oh!! i finally got a kitty!! yes its realy late to b saying this i got her...omg i dont remember i think it was november not realy sure. i <3 her so much XD mom hates her probably because she keeps trying to eat moms plants ._. oops :# she loves my bed tho!! but then again no one else will let her touch there beds....stupid family :<

random note!! i sssoooooooooo need a new icon DX wowowow that one has been there for years....i should change it....i probably wont cuz im to lazy :3

OMG so im going to Virginia to go see Val XDXD i cant wait!! At the moment im in some random computer lab at HACC.....there are so many ppl here.....its creepy.....i always hav this random feeling that someone is watching me D; i need help....OMFG i just saw someone on youtube!!! i think i just might do that to hurrhurr

Oh to all SHINee fans.....i just bought the SHINee Lucifer CD!! i cant wait for it to come in XXXXXDDDDDDD

okay so melon bars are so epicly yummy!! i need to go back to the asian store and get more XD

oh and i also need to pre order for P3P <3 i cant wait for it to come out next month XD <3

okay.....so its been FoReVeR since i posted anything on here O.o so yeah i had practice today for graduation........which was THEE MOST BORING THING I HAV EVER DONE AND WAS A COMPLETE WASTE OF MY TIME!! saturday is the real deal and i realy dont want saturday to come but i kinda do....its weird....im weird....whatever....so i hav a feeling that ill cry on the way or b4 we leave to go to the GC.. DX  argh thinking about growing old gives me bad nightmares n the face that Hisa is moving and idk if ill c anyone during the summer. yeah we make plans now but will they realy happen?? UGH i cant take anymore stress i hav enough as it is...my mom is mad at me cuz i got invited to a bunch of graduation parties n i realy havent been spending anytime at home so if i wanna go anywhere i hav to give a good reason n do a lot of housework (which is next to impossible cuz she bitches at me all the time) like realy?! i feel lik im not good enough for her and anything that i do isnt good enough. for the longest time my mom kept saying that i was going to fail the year....yeah i proved her wrong im walking and she has yet to say 'i told u so' or 'i new u could do it' cuz if she anything lik that (n she knows ill will do this)but i will so start ranting on about how she kept telling me that i was a failure at life! HISA!!! ill help u with ur dad if u help me with my mom so we can kick their asses!!!!

so once i get my license ill b driving to a town far far away n stay there most of the summer then go to otakon n then college n maybe get a job.....maybe.....

anyway i should get on here more but for now i think ill go to bed...its lik one in the morning n i hav to get up very early >.>

kay!! so ByE!!!